i think its quite impossible for me to live without blogging.
im constantly reminding myself to blog, blog and blog whenever i have the time.
even a short entry will do.
but i forgot everytime. =x
the extra little time i have will be used for sleeping.
cos apparently, by judging the dark circles under my eyes, u will know that im lacking in sleep.
sigh. don't know why.

its a friday today.
which means a long entry.
i don't know why too.
blogging makes me feel as if im talking to air.
OR mumbling to myself.
i feel so weird.
yet im seriously hooked onto it.
nobody reads my dust-filled blog.
but im enjoying posting out my daily/weekly random topics here.
i feel damn comforted once i pour everything out.
seems typical, but why? i dont know.

syf is over.
the moments we spent on the stage with the lightings and all is priceless.
the sweat, the scoldings we endured, the blisters we bear with just seemed to vanish overnight.
although syf is over once we left the stage.
but the 6 mins spent there were really enjoyable and fruitful.
everyone of us were immersed in the dance and i could tell we're all really glad we joined MDC.
maybe we dropped tears over the results.
maybe we think we dont deserve it.
but MDC, u guys are the best.
how long have we been dancing together, been groaning and lamenting when doing splits during morning practises together?
it paid off with us bonding together as a team, as a club, as MDC.
=)

exams arrived.
and it reminded me of how fast time passes.
time really flew.
its already close to 5 months with our new classmates alr.
and i knew EVERY names of my classmates in my class.
and no doubt, i love 3A.
=)

today's first mid yr paper, english, was taken in the hall.
same for the subsequent papers.
i think its kinda nice.
the environment was really good.
except that there are big fans at the sides of the hall and yet they are not switched on. -.-
so whats the use of putting them thr.
with all the wires and switches.
i tripped over the wires today.
and im hell thankful i didnt fell over and knock my head cos right now i treasure my brain more than anything.
even though nat says my brain is only pea-sized.-.-
and the time displayed on the wide screen was really useful.
ahha.
cos i broke my watch. T.T
u guys heard me. now, who is gonna be the kind one getting me a new watch?
no hello kitty, no bobdogs pls.
haha.
JUST kidding.

english paper 1 was alright.
was glad i managed to finish it on time.
my ball-point pen didnt die on me, so im really happy.
hehe.
and shiat the informal letter was hell.
cos the ending part, we were supposed to be writing LOTS OF LOVE, followed by your signature.
i go and write, YOURS SINCERELY followed by my singature.
no wonder i felt something was wrong.
im so screwed and im so gan jiong at that moment i forgot everything.
but nvm.
but why the hell cant they accept yours sincerely.
sama sama!
thou it sounds too formal.=x
okay nvm.
ironic, isnt it?
paper 2 was really a disaster.
oh man.
i swore i racked my brain for the answers until all my brain cells are dying.
=x
and i really hate the fact that they dont switch on the fans at the sides.
cos im sitting at the sides.
and the fans are just beside me. -.-
really irritated by the blinding rays of the sun.
=(

and one fine day.
when i walked home and was at the ground floor of my block, millions of white dingy dangys dropped from above.
i thought singapore finally experienced snow ( which was a rather stupid and dumb thought).
BUT NO!
when i looked up, i saw kids crushing styrofoam,worst still, they made the irritating sound by using two pieces of styrofoam rubbed together which makes ur hair stands.
SUCH INCONSIDERATE AND MINDLESS FOOLS.
okay, maybe its because they are still young.
and they havent learn that they shouldnt break styrofoam like that.
cos it will release the erm, the.. i forgot! =X
yeah.
education is impt.
=D
i sound like a promoter so shucks i better stop.

okay.
im gonna stop my post now.
will officialy blog a long entry every friday night.
=))
bye folks.
lastly, good luck for the papers that u are taking.

hellohello.
a long post before going onto a slight hiatus.
thats right.
actually hiatus doesnt mean anything, its just that i wouldnt be blogging that frequently.
unless certain events happen.
yeap/

wellwell.
SYF is just like, 3 more days?
:0
its the performance, its the competition that we have been gearing up for since last yr!
so put on ur dance shoes proudly and cheer loudly and think, WE CAN DO IT.
by WE CAN DO IT doesnt mean we could get a sure gold.
but, we have alr had the gold inside our heart.
the GOLD, is the numerous trainings we have had, the numerous blisters that have been accumulated on our feet, the strong, firm belief that we will be able to put up a good show.
actually, many ppl said that its our passion, and not for the results.
for me, i *NODS HEAD VIGOROUSLY*
i so, certainly agree!
so, dont think about the results, concentrate on taking care of yourself, especially those who have blisters all over them.
really, TAKE CARE OKAY? =)

now, mid yrs are arriving.
i'll be lying if i were to say im not affected by its arrival.
FEI HUA RIGHT. -.-
yeah anyway, im really trying hard to keep up with the pace.
im trying hard to NOT shut my eyes during lessons.
and lastly, im really trying hard to understand, understand and UNDERSTAND the lessons.
everybody is trying hard.
people, nthang in the world goes right.
sometimes u just wake up and feel a bump on ur head.
sometimes u just fall down with u jog.
im not trying to pretend im calm and collected.
im not.
im just trying to assure myself that nth will go wrong.
and im making sure that even if i fail, i had alr done enough to prevent it.
just.. give it one last shot.
and soon, it'll be over.

okay.
lets not talk bout the stressful things that arriving.
its freaking me out.
hmmmm.
it seems like thrs nth for me to talk about except for dance and the coming exams.
ahha.
my life revolves arnd the two of them.
err. or mayb not.
haha.

and oh.my.god i cant stand staying at home ALL DAY.
i need to go out and HU XI XIN XIAN KONG QI~
but i cant.
im staying at home to MIAN BI SI GUO.
hahha nah i havent done anything wrong.
im just staying at home to stardy.
:D
i just think that, at home, its the best place for me to stardy.
cos thr wont be anything to distract me.
okay, except for my mum's occasional naggings and blahh.
so yeah.
gonna end my post and hit the books.
erm, and it doesnt seems to be a long post anyway.
:X

BYEBYE PEOPLE.

amaths ct next week?
thanks alot.

life's been really tiring.
school's been really hectic.
i need something really badly now.
its not sleep, its not food.
its..
T-I-M-E.
but. oh wells.
i still love this life of mine.
we've got a goal, and we're working damn hard towards it.
so the process is really beyond description.
its not really counted as happy.
its more like.. excitement, 更有意义。
=)))

its just 8 more days.
24x8 more hours.
24x8x60 more minutes.
24x8x60x60 more seconds.
SO FAST?

*gapes*

ahaha.
JIAYOU ADD OIL!
=))

我们一定不会辜负自己的。

i swear my cousin is the cutest baby in the world! :D
okay guys dont come throwing eggs or stick parangs into me just becos u think ur baby is cuter or whatsoever.
hehe.
to me, COUSIN IS THE CUTEST OF ALL. OMG.
*melts when she looks into my eyes*
:X
okay, lemme get a grip.
and..
im not gonna post further.
something really hilarious happened btwn me and mummay ytd.
hahahaa.
i'll prefer to keep the joke to myself.
=P
its funnier that way.
ahahahahah.
okok.
*slap myself awake*

WAN AN PPL.

okay.
i left my 2 amaths notebooks and emaths TEXTBOOK in school in class pls slap me and tell me simlin you are so dumb you are so stupid you bloody bitch you ought to die.
erm, okay i take back my words.
BUT I HAVE TUITION LATER LALA IS COMING APPROXIMATELY 3 HOURS LATER.
and 3 hours later..
:X i dont dare to think about it.
mid yrs are coming.
and here i am leaving my books in class.
i think i need to change.
seriously change.

i think my stomach is rather immune to my not-eating habits alr.
=X
sigh.
but im trying to regain my humongous appetite. =)
soon, u will see simlin gobbling everything up again.

f&n today was...
really, really scary.
shant elaborate.
everyone of us were really scared out of our wits.
miss foo, get well soon and takecare. =))

my face smells of mushrooms and vegetables.
sigh.
BYEBYE.

HELLLO.
=)
i think i'll try to blog fortnightly.
haha.
if my hands dont let me, i'll still blog frequently. =P
no lah.
i think my grades are lousy, until the extent that, i feel so demoralised.
that i gotta get a grip on myself.
stop. all. the. nonsense. and. get. on. with. impt. S-T-U-D-I-E-S.
IM PRAYING HARD THAT IP COACHINGS DOESNT FALLS ON MONDAYS AND THURSDAYS.
=X


and.
i am really, really worried now.
for tml's F&N.
cook chicken wings.
like, -.-??
i have NEVER EVER touch any piece of chicken wings and tossed them arnd in the wok before.
how am i gonna cook.
you tell me? you tell me?
SIGH.
lets just hope.
that.
i dont screw the whole thing up tml.

went downstair's minimart to purchase some ingredients for tml's practical.
AGAIN.
i bought all veggies.
and i look like an auntie buying things.
SO UNGLAM.
but nvm.
hahaha.
in some way i dont look like an auntie.
cos.
i kept bumping arnd and knocking things down wherever i went.
an auntie purchasing things are supposed to be skillful when dealing with the basket that contains ur purchases right?
RIGHT.
so im not wrong.
=)

okay.
really really short post cos im running out of time.
takecare.

ZAIHUI!

i drank 3/4 of a packet of expired ribena.
and, luckily, my stomach doesnt hurt.
okay maybe a little bit of churning effect.
but it doesnt hurt.
:D
my immune system is getting stronger.
even expired ribena cant win my immune system.
hehehe.
okay.
i think im gonna end this post alr.
no particular reason.
JUST dont feel like updating any further.
takecare okay.
mid yrs are arriving.
really fast.
like, in 17 days?
tsktsk.
*shakes head while checking calender*
okay.
byeeeeeee.

i feel like eating a sundae now.
my taste buds are pestering me to go get them.
and im really tempted to run to macs in my slippers and messy hair and get the chocolate sundae i wanted so much.
ahhhhhhh.
*smacks lips*
okay.
butbutbut/
i really want to eat lehhhhhh.
okayokay.
i shall stop in case u ppl gets tired of my whinings and stuff.
BYEBYE.
=)
*dance jiayou!!

woah.
i DID go for a jog afterall!
ahaha
cos im feeling v guilty for not excercising the WHOLE day and instead i was sleeping.
thus, i decided to go jogging.
lols.
7 rounds nonstop around the park and im alr feeling v sian to continue liao.
=x
lousy right.
nvm.
the next time(probably tml) i'll be sure to run at least ten rounds.
SET.
lols.
*siao ping guo shakes head while tsk-ing*
worst still, I BATHED ALR YET I WENT FOR THE JOG.
siao right?
sighh.
alrighty, off to bathe again!
hahaha.

my good friday was spent sleeping at home. [[:
its okay, i dont really mind the time wasted on sleeping, for i had reached home as late as 12am ytd night.
=x
almost died k.
so, today's the reward for a hectic week in school from monday to thursday.
and i slept like there's no tomorrow.
and when i was having a dream on somebody being tailed by some detective, my dad had to woke me up at arnd 11am for breakfast.
*grrroans
when i finished my breakfast and spent some time lazy-ing arnd, i returned to bed.
sighh.
and i slept from 12.30 to 3.30 and missed my lunch as a result.
tsktsk.
*shakes head*
and now, im still feeling really drowsy and my limbs r.. energy-less.
since i didnt do any hwks till now, (bout 6.45pm) i expect tml and sunday to be a busy day.
u noe, doing hwks and hwks.
so much for sunday being a family day.
yeah right.

leaders day ytd.
we waited for 4 whole hours before we marched out into the hall.
the wait was.. loong and tiring.
sat thr staring into space and occasionally for a walk with doreen n zhiyuan.
haha.
after the whole thing, ate with nette n lene.
to lene: PIMPLES NEVER COME FIND ME! =)))
hehe.
ate so much, so much.
intended to go for a jog just now.
but, I FEEL SO LAZY.
* pulls my bolster and hugs it *
okayokay.
since im feeling so lazy, i shall stop.
hehe.
replys to tag only for today at post.
since im lazy to go to my tagboard and tag thr.
*smacks on head for being so lazy*

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siaoputao: haha. issit? okay.
jiaying: lol. relax. issit really that nice? i listened to it everyday and got kinda sick of it. =x
JOY: and im glad to see u tagging again! ahaha.
jiaying: haha. i smile everyday! =D
nat: haha. ELMOO. yeah i noe, u told me bout it. and i read ur blog. hahaa.
shufen: yeah. lol. i noe le. at first i tot it was yu yun hou xu or sth liddat. =x
germain: BYEBYEBYE! =PP
zhenyi: haha. yeah. i wanted to give u ytd, but sadly i dint manage to do that. monday, okay?
yongkian: haha. yeah. thats very scary!!

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lalala.
BYEBYE.

i hate the feeling of getting up continuously in the night.
like, when u know u r really tired and your limbs are aching.
you would just wanna rest and enter ur lalala dreamland right?
but no.
apparently lalala dreamland is a nightmare for me.
slept at 12.50am ytd night.
i dreamt bout nat elmo being spotted by a hot dj who wanted to train her to be a good dj in the future.
and i was omgawd-ing.
when i woke up and couldnt hear elmo thru the radio.
=((
and i checked the time again and realised it was somewhr around 12.55.
hmm.
and i slept again.
this time, i dreamt bout a ghost.
a wandering spirit.
and i was scared out my wits.
like, i woke up feeling damn scared and checked my phone for the time again.
it was 1.05.
was really really afraid cos ( shhh im afraid of darkness) and i dreamt about ghost.
=X
i just heck cared and went back to sleep since im really exhausted.
and this time, i dreamt bout something else which made me woke up again.
something bout my frens blahhs.
it was 1.15(somewhr thr).
I WAS DAMN IRRITATED.
i went back to sleep again.
and this time, NO MORE DREAMING WHICH WOKE ME UP.
can u say pheww with me?
haha.
yeah.
prize giving tml.
=x

byaye.

heyho.
im feeling good during school today!
man, i just love to laugh and laugh.
especially with the redd elmo ( nat).
we just laugh at things we found funny but doesnt even sounds laughable to u guys.
so spastic and..
can u say cute?
NO!
hawhaw.

well.
lesson from morning all the way until 3pm today.
really, really untolerable since i skipped recess and i have to skip lunch too.
that feeling..
is like, being scolded a shameless bitch by others infront of ur face.
no link at all.
i just want u guys to know how it feels like.
SO BAD.
and.
went dance.
did plies and some kicks and stretchings, and my stomach just..
almost killed me.
yes, i mean ALMOST kill me.
im here fine arent i?

i dont know why lah.
but immediately after self stretching i went to tell mr li i wasnt feeling well and sat down.
oh man.
i couldnt even MOVE.
like, stretch my stomach or sth.
the pain was really really searing through my whole stomach.
and i wonder if the cause of it was NOT eating anything since early morning.
i dont know how to describe lah, just.. unbearable.
really, really unbearable.
sigh.
>:(

in the end i couldnt join in the dance.
i just sat in a corner and clutched my stomach really tightly.
and mr li corrected all our postures and stuff.
i cant even let him correct me.
and im really afraid that i'll make alot of mistakes.
=x
and afterthat we went to the hall to practise.
saw eldds members rehearsing too.
and i was instantly reminded of my dear twinney, DOREEN.
she was really sick, get well soon okay?
=)

i didnt dance the first part of the dance cos was really feeling NOT GOOD.
but when they're doing the grand jetes, i felt a surge of energy in me and i just went to u noe, dance.
haha. but my stomach was feeling kinda okay alr!
i mean, A LITTLE BIT BETTER.
and i joined in.
made mistakes. turn wrong side.
=x

and after dance i limped all the way with yutze's help to the phone booth and called papa.
LUCKILY he was just going home from work and the moment he heard that im not feeling well, he said he'll rush down to pick me up.
im so touched.
really.
haha.
nette n yutze bought drinks and laughed away while i sat thr stonily.
like, stone thr.
cos aiya i told u guys my stomach hurts wad.
cant even stand straight.
they accompanied me for bout 20 mins or so.
really thankful.

and waited for ten more mins before i saw papa.
and ZOOOMED home.
so here i am.
my stomach still have that, weird and a little pain feeling.
hope it'll turn out better.

ppl said my face looked really WHITE today.
=x
as white as.. shit.
eh no.
SHEET.
hehe.

byebyeeeeeeee.