hai.
i feel so missing in action these few days.
i havent been updating my frens on which n which day to go out.
i havent been talking, chatting on the phone with a particular few which i always does.
i havent msn with them, if yes, it would be jus a SHORT while.
yeah.
it feels kinda weird.
oh well.

and yeah.
i made a skin.
paint again.
go see ba. [[:

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i finally got it all OUT of my chest.
those questions that i have been pondering over for that period of time.
those that i tried again n again to jus swallow it down but couldnt.
and so, today i had managed to get it all out by writing.
it jus cant be spoken out ya see.
and yeah.
bestie told me that.
if your friendship can withstand the time n distance.
it is really a strong one.
if its just a yr and you feel that he or she is unfammiliar.
that is not considered a real one.
yeah.
thanks darl' bestie.
it feels good talking to you.
[[:

so, a day spent at nette's house.
i tell you.
SHE IS SO CRAZY.
but.
IM CRAZIER.
=P
i tell you i drools while eating lollipops.
so dont get near me.
and nette was somehow tickling me or punching me wadever.
my head bang into her shoulder.
and a tickle of drool dripped on her hand.
she was screeechin like siao den got up hurriedly n wento wash her hands.
haha.
oh my.
a lesson learnt huh nette.

next, we began our drawing lessons.
we drew on eachother's hands!
like henna liddat luh.
as usual, my drawing is the ugliest.
i tell you i jus cant draw luh.
URGH.
her drawing is FABULOUSSS.
*envy*

anyway, had lunch.
her dad's famous ham n cheezy sandwich.
I LOVE SANDWICHESS.
yeah.

oh yah.
at one point of time.
i oso PUSHED HER DOWN FROM HER CHAIR.
hoho.
i think her butt hurts like dunowad now.
YEAH NETTE.
NEH NI NEH NI POO POOO.

we went back to our childhood times.
LOL.
i dont wanna say here.
ltr super embarrassed.
*winks to nette*
haha.

taadaa thats all.

toodles. [[:

recently a couple of things had set me thinking.
what had i done for the past 2 yrs?
i stumbled over things and got up hurriedly without picking up the remains or mess that is on the floor.
that is created by me.
i do things carelessly, without even checking the consequences and double checking time n time again.
and again n again, i keep making ppl irritated and annoyed.
lessons n mistakes, the parts n parcels of life.
everytime im very sure i had learnt my mistake, another one comes again.
sometimes im not even sure of what i am doing.
i do things so blindly.
without the aims and goals.
everytime im sure i wont commit the same mistake.
it happens all over again.
crying over spilt milk doesnt helps too.
facing the problem bravely is that wads matter.
that night's talk had really pierce DEEP into my brain.
and made me think bout it for 2 whole nights.
what have i been doing for the past 2 yrs?
have i been dreaming far far away in merryland?
this is not me.
i used to do things cautiously, with my heart in it.
but why now?
maybe i had stepped into the wrong path.
i do things so robot like.
even im tired.
thrs even a time whereby i cant even think.
my brain is so full, so full, that im so confused.
i couldnt think straight.
but now.
i knew sth.
being blurr is never an excuse to do things carelessly.
its just another way of being irresponsible.
sometimes making small little mistake is excusable.
but not time n time again.
thus.
SIMLIN SHALL NEVER BE BLURR AGAIN.
who says im blurr?
who says im stupid?
who says im sotong-like?
who says im forgetful?
IM NOT.
and im never going to be once again.

once im sure, im VERY sure.

aww im so tired.
hah.
i slept from 6pm ytd all the way till now.
which is bout 9am.
n as a result i missed my dinner ytd.
n my stomach growled as loud as the beating of drums today when i woke up.
hahaha.
yeah thats all.
taadaaa.

sorry for not updating.
its just that, i went for MODERN DANCE CAMP!!
WAAAHOOS!!
it was a huge success i think.
and i believe that thr are actually dancers who appreciated our hardwork and enjoyed themselves thoroughly.
that is wad we want to acheive.
[[:

FIRST DAY*

reached thr super early in the morning.
carried DA BAO XIAO BAO.
den split into our own groups and introduce here introduce thr.
think of group names blahh..
our group name is: BO BO CHA CHAA!
hahaha.
it was me who thought of the stupid name.
haha.
but well, i think the name's pretty cute.
so doesnt matter luh hor.
haha.
AND I LOVE MY GROUP MEMBERS.
haha.
mmm.
den AMAZING RACE.
woah i love that to bits can.
YUTZE n BELL's KILLER GAME.
hahaha.
althou my group members thought for like SO LONG, but i can till see everybody putting in their best and racking their brain.
next was WATER BOMBING TIME.
i got hit by a pail.
den i become LUO HAN YU.
lol.
we were all wet from HEAD to TOES.
den still got our ZI BAO JI! [ chicken covered with paper]
hahaa.
our meals all that.
yeah.
at night do some choreography..
den slept at bout 2.30 am.
us with our flower arrangement.
HAHHA.
we even zi lian-ed in the dark!!
and the funniest was angela's eyebrow.
i laughed till my jaws v pain.
haha.

SECOND DAY*

woke up n had breakfast.
den did some group practice.
had salsa dance workshop.
was kinda nice.
haha.
and the lyrical jazz workshop is nice until i dunno how to describe.
hha.
althou the teacher teaches kinda fast.
but still can manage abit here n thr.
lol.
den dinner n campfire time!
me bell n marilyn was sitting ar far away from our normal clique ma.
den its like so cold down thr.
while it seems to be pretty fun on the other side.
so bell decided to zi high first.
while marilyn n me try to pei he.
AHAH.
den end up bell bit my finger!
awwwww.
we left the campfire at bout 10.45pm liddat.
many wenta bathe.
we wenta time those ppl.
once their 7 minutes up, they will hear a knock on the door.
haha.
den had meeting afterthat.
pig out again.
LOL./
slept at 3.30am liddat.


THIRD DAY*

all the committee members were like still sleeping soundly after everybody had woken up.
and we were like using our sleeping bags to cover our head. haha.
im like really so tired luh.
2 nights of sleeping a few hours i cant tahan.
=x
den had breakfast and group practising.
den it was time to have our dance competition.
we forgot ALOT of our steps, but we really enjoyed the process of it.
hha.
laugh here laugh thr.
lol.
at how funny we looked.
yeah.
den we had our survey thing.
and teaching of songs.
LYNETTE WAS MY PARTNER.
she say i sing out of tune. T-T
haha.
anw, we did some stupid actions tgr with the funny songs.
ahah.
lynetteeeeeeee~
MUST ALWAYS ALWAYS KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME HORR.
or not i'll miss you like hell.
particularly next yr's your Os.
aww.
den we proceeded to the canteen.
eat cake.
speaking of this.
haha/
me, bell, yutze started this whole thing.
by applying cream on eachother's faces.
MISS HO N MISS LIM OSO!
hahah.
and we keep playing n as each time we became wilder n wilder.
and bell smashed the cake in my face.
awww i tell you i was so surprised that time when suddenly a cake flew towards me.
haha.
n my face smells of cream.
=x
lol.
den ran around n played around.
den left school after cleaning up the tables.
wenta eat lunch.
with yutze, bell, marilyn n zhiyuan.
we talked ALOT./
almos t everything under the sun.
haha.

-- and that is how the camp ends--

gosh HO n XUEYI changed so much.
become PRETTIERR.
AHHA.

oh yar.
tonight is grad night.
hope they enjoys themselves.

LALA, NETTE N LENE YOU ALL MUST SHINE OK?! XD
im sure you all will be one of the prettiest thr.
haha.
althou everyone will look pretty.
but, your must look prettier.
LOL.
hehe.
okay.

i wan go back to sleep.
=x

my brain like cannot process itself liddat.

IM JUST SO SICK OF BEING SICK.

ANNOYING FLU SHOOO!!!


urgh.
every time during this period of the yr, mr handsome flu will visit me.
and my nose will get twitchy.
and goes ACHOOOO* every 1 min.
=x
and dance camp is coming.
so im drinking gallons of water and packed 100 packets of tissues with me.
yeah.
i definitely WANT TO GO!

awwww.

yeahh.

DANCE CAMP!

*AWAITED!
XD















okay.
work was cancelled today due to teacher not in the centre.
=x
den went out with fenny,yk,zhenny and shaotao.
BOWLING.
XD

as you can see from the above pic.
THAT IS ME, in the SUPER DRAMATIC POSE.
i look as if im goin to fall. -.-

the vid is even WORSE.
OMG.

haha nvm.
i had a terrible fall today/
LOL.
i mean as in V EMBARRASSING.
i fell infront of all of them.
i slipped.
yeah.
and my butt landed on the floor HARD.

yk n zhenny was luffing at me.
T-T


haha.

okay thats bout it.
will blog again some other time.

=D

yeah the appeal results r out.
nope mine wasnt successful.
so i shall stay in course A.
well, it's not like i dont like the course or wad.
i kept telling myself that going to this course and taking sub science is better than taking pure science.
cos wads the point if i can get at least a B3 for sub science and get F9s for pure science?
my L1R5 will be pulled down.
YET, why do i still feel a twinge of sadness whenever i was reminded of my results.
maybe i jus cant accept the fact that im going to course A.
im different from the rest that are going to B,C,D.
in terms of studies.
i hope thr arent any discrimination.
but i hate this mindset of mine.
it makes me feel so depressed, so depressed.
many a times have i told myself.
going to sub science is a blessing in disguise.
since the teachers thinks that i dont have the potential to do well in pure science, sub science is so much better.
and then my Os, i would be able to do better.
i kept telling myself that.
but why do i still feels so...weird? underneath.
even thou i was told earlier that my chances arent good.
i still cherish the hope of my appeal being successful.
and when it comes out.
im disappointed like shit.

oh well, i hope i really make the best out of this.
not for anybody.
but ME, MYSELF, AKU.
















BIGGGGG BANANAAA!

work was easy and farny ytd.
hahah.
i blew ballooooons.
and i got 5 bucks.
mrs tan i love you!
;D

okay.
taadaa thats all.
yay short posts short posts!


你决定做的事，怨言就不要这么多。
既然这是你的选择，就不要斤斤计较。
如果试了这一次而感到不开心，就别做了。
但不要表现出一种很不爽的语气或态度。
因为别人也会觉得非常的不好受。
好好想吧。

this is all i have to say.

okay.
this is my 248th post.
num ER SI BA post.
and im really gonna ER SI le.
i've been starving for the past 10 hours.
sigh.

jus came back from dance.
and simlin is going to be busy everyday.
=)
dance, work, and GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS!
yay.

i've no more strength to update further.

oh btw,

I LOVE MY NEW SHAMPOO.
[[:

today was okay-ish.
except that we ran here and thr.
panting like a bulldog.
haa.
and yay i finally got my jeans.
=)
i love my mum.
i shall sing shi shang zhi you ma ma hao to her on mothers day.
hoho.
shorter posts doesnt mean i dont have anything fun on that day so i dont have anything to post.
instead, i have tons of things to post.
but, however, as usual.
im lazy.
each of my little fingers weighs a ton.
and so i shall end my post.

thats all ppl.

okayy.
survey bombs.
well oh hey i recalled doing this before dunno when.
well nvm.
yvonne i give you face you noe you sabo me i do.
=D



Message:Can you name 11 people u can think of right off the top of ur head? Don't read the question underneath until you write the names of all 11 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the name first . NO CHEATING !

1. elaine
2. yutze
3. lynette
4. yili
5. ah nat
6. minyan
7. yuxuan
8. angela
9. jiazhi
10. yvonne
11. YanYing

o1.How did you meet 10 ?
- ehh. my classmate. my ZUI JIA PAI DANG. =D

o2.What would you do if you have never meet 6?
- i would lose someone who always never fails to console me.

o3.Have you ever see 4 cried?
- like, DUH? dunno how many times alr.

o4.What will u do if 6 and 2 are dated?
- *pukes out drink* minyan and yutze? NO WAY.

o5. Do you think 1 is pretty?
- laine ar. shes my nu ren okay. haha yeah quite. after she removed her braces.

o6. Tell me something about 11.
- She's damn quiet. but damn farny too.

o7. How do you know 8?
- dance ba. haha.

o8.Would you ever date with 5?
- we r lesbians you noe. we date alot of times alr. XDD MICHAEL TEO. RAHAHA.

o9. What's 7 favourite colour?
- black and white?

1o.What would you do if 2 confessed that she like you?
- hahaa. she has alr confessed le. and i admit i love her too. my baobei lei how can i not love her. haha. oops.

11. Fact about 9.
- She's my study partner!! XD

12.Who is 6 going out with?
- Erm. ^scratches head^

13. Who is 5 to you?
-she's my dear laogong. [[:

14. Would you ever live with 11?
- ehh. see how first. provided she don ill-treat me. XD but i think is i ill-treat her first.

15. Is 2 single?
- what do you think? =)

16. How much does 3 mean to you?
- she's my senior and my bestie. XD

17. What do you think of 1?
- hmm. she is CHEEKY in the sense that she always bluff me. -.- fine im gullible.

18. Whats the best thing about 8?
- her cleverness? HER BRAIN!!

19. What do you dislike about 10?
- she v fierce! v v fierce! =PP

oh and i realised i keep asking brainless questions every now and den.
that is, cos im brainless.
rahs.


yes.



APPPPPPEEEEAAAAALLLLLLLLL!!!


ppl.
wish me luck.

okay.
i am back.
dont ask me why.

now, is the time for us, to put our writing skills to good use.
yeah.
APPEAAALLLLLL.
currently i've not gotten over my course.
n im feeling even too depressed to say anything so dun ask me.

i hope i manage to persuade the principal or any other teacher that i can go to the course.

enough.

BYEBYE.

why must things turn out to be like this.
i knew that nth lasts forever.
but, why must i do this.
why must i say all those things.
why cant i handle everything.
then, everything would be fine.
everything will be the same as ever.
those questions is hitting my temple each n everytime-hard.
i dun deserve the love i had.
i dun deserve anything.
im a selfish bitch.
i didn cherish wad is before me.

now, simlin is turning into a completely different person.
simlin is never herself.
simlin is a monster.
she a big fat ugly witch.


i'll always rmb that day.
130706

okay.
im actually here cos my frens persuaded me to blog.
and i shant blog alot cos ive no more time.
i havent completed a number of things yet.
plus i think im goin to be sick cos i dint sleep for threee nights.
2 nights at class chalet.
another night doing open house things.
and now im at my grandma house.
i brought all my things n works here to do.

CHALET IS REALLY FUN.
i shall blog bout it another time.
sorry peeps.
gotta get back to work.

=)